Hello gang, Hope you are all progressing well. My question: I am [...]

Hello gang, Hope you are all progressing well.
My question: I am 14 months out of treatment. I am single, I have no help, no one to help care for me. I had Head , neck and throat. chemo & Rad. At what point do you start feeling better? I struggle everyday and maybe get a few productive hours per day.
My fatigue is terrible, I must take adderall to wake up.dry mouth , chemo brain and memory is not much better then a year ago. So after 14 months where am I? Living like this is getting old.
Cocobud